daily battles with time

i love getting together with friends,

and just sitting around telling stories.

just enjoying eachother

and the love we have for eachother.

i love being around people.

my friends are sweet.

every last one of them.

im sad about senior year ending.

however, i am looking forward to college

& making new friends.

but it's a new chapter in my life.

and to be honest.

it's kinda bumming me out.

as a whole, this year has been pretty depressing.

with the loss of some incredible people,

my grandma. i miss her already.

ashley. i miss her smile. zach. i miss his humor.

hanna. i miss her "heeey"s and her unforgettable laugh.

but on the bright side,

remaining friends are supportive...and help to make it through. <3

...and time unfortunately goes on

with memories lasting forever.

and to my friends...

im going to miss just being able to hang out whenver we feel like it.

everyone is going to different schools..

AHHH.

all i have to say....

is that all of you.

better keep in touch.

and i mean close touch.

becuase i dont know what i'll do without all of you being around.

random thoughts.

TIME.

i hate that word.

the one thing in life that is always wasting away.

time is always running out.

no stops.

no rewinds.

no replays.

...

why are we so foolish

PHASES.

baby.

the stage in life where you were fully reliant on someone else.

you knew what seemed to be nothing

i wonder why God sets aside a few years

that you don't remember.

someday i'll ask why.

children )(aka)( pip squeeks.

where life seemed so carefree.

and love seemed never ending.

...

how i wish i could return to those days.

teen.

the real life starts to phase in.

drama starts.

friendships fall.

and new relationships begin.

adult.

jobs.

real life.

stress.

money.

marriage.

kids.

LOVE.
should be an alternative definition for life.
life is all about

love.

FRIENDS.

the one thing in life i love.

each and every one of them.

not one of them do i love the same,

each adding something unique to my life.

something else that no one else brings.

FAMILY.

moms.dads.brothers.sisters.

grandpas.grandmas.

aunts.uncles.cousins.

all people in your life who can never be replaced.

take time to show them how much they mean to you.

they are

ones that are there for you when no one else seems to care.

a different kind of love.

unique.

God.

eternity.

never ending time.

best friend.

greatest love.

if you doubt, or don't believe.

i dare you to pray

and just ask God to change your life.

i promise you He wants a relationship with you.